Thoughts on Week 1

I have a few minutes before my iPod is done syncing and I have to leave for dance so I thought I'd quickly blog on my thoughts of last weeks meal experiment.

Food Prep: Starting to get easier in terms of the amount of time it takes to prepare the food. Partially it's because we're both developing little systems to help us. I think it's also due to the fact that we're starting to plan time into our schedule for food prep...something neither of us did too much of in the past.

Variety: I have to admit that my mind changes depending on the time of day as to whether or not I'm content with the food I'm eating. One moment I'm really excited to be eating the meals I'm eating and the next I'm really grumpy because I would kill for some pastina and spicy tomato sauce. I think that veggies are yummy and I love the variety of the ones we're eating but without something to add to them it sometimes feels like I am eating the same meal over and over again.

Taste: This kinda ties in to the paragraph just above. For the most part I still think the food is yummy...but when I'm going through withdrawal for some of my favorite foods that aren't on the plan I start to think negatively as to the taste of the food. My opinion really does change minute to minute for the same meal.

How do I feel: I still feel great. I still feel full. Chris and I built a "cheat meal" into the plan (one "cheat meal" a week we are allowing ourselves) because I was afraid that we wouldn't be able to go out and eat with friends...or worse that I would have a total breakdown if I reeealy wanted pizza and couldn't have it. Neither of us cheated all weekend even though we knew we were allowed. I guess that's got to say something for how the food is making me feel (even if my mind still wavers in opinion).

Gym: Today is my first day back at dance. I know I'll be too busy to take class but I'll still be exerting a bunch of extra energy this week so we'll see if the meal plan is good for people who exercise. I have a feeling it will be fine but part of me is a little skeptical.

My final thoughts before I run is that I'm so proud of myself for not cheating. By Friday I was really grumpy and thought I might quit by the end of the weekend. We had a good talk about that and from that talk built in the cheat meal. Now that I know I have an out to go eat whatever I want for one meal a week I've felt like I don't need to cheat. I have to trick my mind like this or else I rebel. I am of the mindset that no one should ever have to feel like they can't have something if they want it. Should it be thought out? Yes. Should it be done in moderation? Most definitely. But depriving myself of something I want is not a lifestyle I want to perscribe to.

That being said I think I'm learning a lot from forcing myself to do what may be possibly better for my health. I still don't know if this is going to turn into a way of life for me....I do love my disco fries...but I feel like my focus has shifted a bit. I feel like part of this experiment is still about food but another part of it is an experiment on which part of my brain will win...the indulgent one or the diciplined one.